Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Small Wonders

I understand the author's intent.  It is a personal essay.  I would love to grow up and be a professional essay writer!  It would be a lot of work to try and connect with everyone, but the personal experience part would come easy.  I love writing about myself and my life and connecting it to what I know.  I see how Kingsolver went from the bear, to where she was geographically, the events happening their and then the events effecting the whole world.  I'd have a hard time relating my personal world to the real world or it's events; past or present.  I am history and governmentally deficient; i seriously suck.  I can't keep up with politics, and I have no personal preference.  I am very patriotic girl, but I have not idea what our country is going through; it's pretty sad.   I believe when I grow up, I will feel more obligated to learn.  I loved her connections with mothers.  It is universal, you are a mother, will be a mother, have or had a mother.  Even father's know motherly instint, it's Paternal.  They connect to their kids too.  I did enjoy learning all the weaving that went through this essay.  It is cool to see it all connect in the end.

How Reading Changed My Life

This is just a short story but it is packed with author Anna Quindlen’s feelings of love for and joys of reading books. Her love of books began as a young child and many chronic readers will say “Yes, yes, I did that too” or “That’s my favorite book as well.”  I enjoyed reading until the 5th grade; then it got less recreational and more educational.  I hated being forced to read; i'd rather sit on my bedroom floor and read Goosebumps.  Quindlen explains that the history of how the written word has changed governments and religion.  How it is a unifying factor which puts many diverse people on the same playing field.  I like this aspect.  She affirms that reading is not a dying art and books are not dead, they are strong and alive and the many book clubs that have formed throughout the world attest to that fact. Ms. Quindlen chose her career in writing partially due to the fact that “words on a page could make my father laugh and my mother cry.” She wanted to be a part of that world which she so deeply loved and others were so affected.  I know i've cried when reading books before, but I don't recall which ones.  Books make me laugh and think on a whole different level.  That's what makes books and literature so amazing.  If you can understand it, you can become emotionally affected. 
The coolest thing she said was “We read in bed because reading is halfway between life and dreaming.”
Though I don't find myself reading for pleasure as much as I'd like to, I am a crazy dreamer!  I have the weirdest dreams, I could seriously write a book about them.  I know during the day, if I could get my hands on a good book, it'd be like dreaming; which I love so much!

Small Wonder

I really enjoyed this story.  The way it is written, is like the author is talking to me, in a conversation.  The word choice isn't difficult and she referes  to herself sometimes, making it intimate.  Barbara is very wise.  I can connect with her and her beliefs, it's so refreshing.  She says " God is in the details "  I agree that the little miracles of life are not just luck, something is watching out for us and provided us with an opportunity.  I think it's cool she finds stories and keeps the ones that she finds some truth in.   She sees the "big picture"  Kingsolver says "  A mirror held up to every moral superiority will show its precise mirror image:"  She knows that even the most ruthless people are loved by their mother, as she loves her son.  She goes on " We are all beasts in this kingdom, we have killed and been killed, and some new time has come to us in which we are called out to find another way to divide the world.  Good and evil cannot be all there is."  I wonder what is in the middle of the two.  There is so much goodness in this essay!  I hope I get more out of it in class tonight.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

The Hours ( extra credit )

The lives we live are not always lived for ourselves.  We find life is lived by us, but not to please us, as it should.  In the hours women struggle to live life for themselves.  You have Clarissa who lives life for Richard, and for parties.  You have Laura Brown who lives for society, only having a family because she has to, and it's what war veterans deserve.  Lastly you have Virginia Wolf who is forced to live a somewhat normal charming life of being a women writer, when she really wants to jump off a bridge.  This movie made me realize that life is short.  My life is about 1/5 over already, and I've spent it pleasing everyone around me. Trying to be a "good girl" for mommy and daddy, trying to be the best friend you could ask for, trying to the best student for the professors, and trying to be a gracious girlfriend to my Johnny boy.  Though these things have there rewards, are they truly what I want?  Do they please me?  I have decided that yes, I have grown into desiring these things which ultimately make me happy.  If others are happy, I am happy.  But it might be time to work on my own happiness.  Then others will be happy for me.  I really enjoyed the hours, I would totally watch it again.  I am thankful I got to see this, because it has brought a lot of light into my life.

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Dalloway Reply

I saw during class discussion, how Mrs. Dalloway was not really intune with herself.  Through the mirror which she looked, she saw how hard she had to work to be herself.  Which made me think that isn't herself wat all. So who was she suppose to be?  She couldn't be with Peter because they were too much in-sync with eachother.  She couldn't be with Sally because, thats just not right, but yet she didn't feel exactly right in the hostess life, though she enjoyed it.  I guess I have yet to figure out who she would is suppose to be.  That is the point i suppose.  You are who you are because of the things in life that you chose.  They always happen for a reason, and they mold you into who you are.  There will always be the what- if - factor in life. This doesn't mean you are not happy with your life, it just means you are curious about where else you'd be in life.  I think Mrs. Dalloway is best off in her current situation, even if it isn't a life full of love like she desires.  She is living a good life, and maybe love can be re-kindled.

Initial Dalloway

I enjoyed Mrs. Dalloway.  I thought it had a lot of twists and turns with Mrs. Dalloway.  She was conflicted with her life, like was this what it was all suppose to be about.  She loved being a hostess, yet she loved being with Peter.  She also loved Sally, which I found totally gross, and strange for this era.    Because that is frowned apon.   I liked how this is over one whole day.  I would love to write something like this, about my day, my everythought and thoughts of people near to me.  Mine would probably be a much larger piece of literature.    I really liked the insane world of  Septimus, I wish he would have gotten better, instead of killing himself.  This story by far has the most characters!  It was a very time consuming story, but it was worth it.  I loved how it went time by time.  Time was obviously important to the author not only because she told us times but big ben was a big symbol for Mrs. Dalloway.

Monday, March 14, 2011

A Room Of One's Own

themes I see- Money ( if that can be a theme),girl power, society
I think the title has to do with women in this society, where men are superior.  A women needs her own room to do whatever she enjoys.  Which wasn't very common, though men had studies where they could just sit and smoke a pipe if they pleased.  Not only should a women get a room, she should get her own independent life-style if she desires!  Our country built of equality has never really gotten the equal part down.  The white men seems to rule over everyone; once slaves, women, children and now gays, the poor, when will it end?   
        I love how she explains that the books written about women were  "been written in the red light of emotion and not in the white light of truth"  This is typical man, getting all fired up about a topic before they know facts. I found it ironic she talks a lot of women's freedoms, yet since she has the inheritance, she doesn't work.  Maybe working back then for women wasn't something of freedom.  The end of Chapter 2 was great because she envisioned all the things men, women doing too! 
        The picture she paints in Chapter 3 of the women who are the important in a story, are really not important all.  She says they  "Some of the most inspired words, some of the most profound thoughts in literature fall from her lips; in real life she could hardly read, could scarcely spell, and was the property of her husband "  This is sad and true idea she has found.   She also finds it impossible for any women to have written in the time of Shakespeare due to the lack of education.  The character she creates, Judith Shakespeare, I found it a bit odd to go into such great detail to prove her point.  I love the point she makes at the end of ch. 3,   that a genius mind must has no obstructions.  All artists much overcome a lot of opinion from the outside world, but women suffer the most from it.   To be a success you must block out what  is going on outside, and take your mind to it's own place to create works of art.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

The Story of An Hour.

I find it ironic upon the death of her husband, Spring is alive, fully blooming out her window.  The description words used by Kate Chopin are very strong.   As she sat there staring off into space, I thought she might just die right then and there.  I do believe in people dying of a broken heart,  its tragic and true.   I enjoyed the phrase " she was enjoying a very elixir of life through that open window"  I love taking in scenery and basking in the glory of mother nature.  You feel so small when compared to everything in the world and universe.  It helps me realize that what  I think is such a big deal or problem, really isn't.  It was empowering that she saw how much life she had ahead of her, she wasn't just going to give up.  Oh and of course, who would walk through the door,  Mr. Malard!  Then, the Mrs screams and dies right there.  Just when i thought we would have a good, happy ending.   She died of heart disease, is that the same as a heart-attack?  I don't really understand the ending words-  of joy that kills.  Unless she died of a heart-attack, like she was so happy she died.

Friday, March 11, 2011

Claude McKay and Harlem Ren.

Though I wasn't in class this week, I did a little research of the harlem renistance.  I found that the Harlem Renaissance was an expression of African-American social thought and culture that took a place in newly-formed Black community in neighborhood of Harlem.   Characteristics of the Harlem Renisiance I can across are:
  • Desperation

  • Sadness

  • Hopelessness

  • Love of God

  • Semi-dark

  • Talks about the existing discrimination

  • Excellent rhythm

  • Comments on racism indirectly and directly

  • Identity issues

  • Racial pride

  • In Claude Mckays poems he is very passionate about the hard times.  He makes you feel the way he feels by using great expressions and words.   I can feel how down, beat and trampled he lives, or what he is seeing being lived. 

    Monday, March 7, 2011

    Sweat

    The dialog in this is hard to understand because of the hard accent it has.  It goes back and forth like play but not all the dialog is labeled.  Through Delia's abuse, I can see still has a little bit of optimism in the form of Karma.  She says he will reap his sowing.  I am a believer that good things happen to good people and Karma will punish the bad.  I sure hope her husband gets what he has coming to him.  Does the snake have any significance? or is he just being a jerk, probably just being a jerk, like all the men in this story. And why did she keep it?!   I am glad she kept it, because it came to bite him in the end.  I didn't pick up any secret themes or anything from this story, it was just nice that her husband got what what was coming.

    Claude McKay, poems


    If We Must Die.
    I honestly and ashamed to be American sometimes when I look back in history.  This time frame in-particular where racism and ignorance was in full bloom.  I am glad to be alive in today's society where equality is alive, and forever will be.  I know that there are always going to be problems with judgment but it never should have been that bad.  No one should should have to feel as if they will die in vain, and like a hog.  This poem is so strong!  I love the end-  Like men we'll face the murderous, cowardly pack, pressed to the wall, dying, but fighting back.  People who were getting discriminated against were so strong and they had to be just to make it through a day.  And they fought till their final days.

    A memory Of June.
    This sounds like a love poem, but McKay is in love with the month of June. You could interpret it as June being a person, it uses a lot of personification if it is literally about the month of June.  The last line is adorable;  My soul takes leave of me to sing all day A love so fugitive ans so complete. 

    The Barrier
    The barrier of skin is an on-going struggle in our society.  There will always be minorities and superiors.  I feel that now there are even more barriers, the poor/ rich, gay/straight, men/women, children/elderly etc.   This poem is about looking past that exterior or skin color.  McKay understands that beauty is  only skin deep, but society doesn't agree with him in 1922. 

    The Tired Worker
    It is so crazy the things we take for granted these day.  Sleep is something most of us can just do whenever out schedule permits, we can nap for sleep for an entire night.  But we don't think much of it.  I have never been so physically exhausted to the point that ached.  This worker is weary and longs to sleep.   I love the line come tender sleep and fold me in thy breast.  It is such a sensual line, it makes me want to curl up and sleep right now.    I know the feeling of dreading the morning as this person does, but I really have no reason to dread it.  I wake up to nothing compared to what an oppressed person of the 1920s did.

    Thursday, March 3, 2011

    Trifles Retort

    In class we discussed the sexist vibe that came with this story.  Of course the men were sexist it was in 1916.  I still find it hilarious that the women were being 100 times smarter than the men.  No where did it say Mrs. Wright was the killer.  If my husband was strangled in the middle of the night, I'd go nuts.  I probably wouldn't have not went to get help, because that just seems suspicious, but maybe she really was too stunned to do anything.   I didn't know what the word Trifles meant, and now I understand.  It's usually the little things that make a big difference.  People say don't sweat the small stuff, well i believe sometimes you have to worry about small stuff, details if you want to find the answers.  I think when she was rocking in her chair, she may have been a bit relieved of what happened.  She did laugh at something that was said, but I don't think she killed him.   As the bird had suffered a harsh death, so did her husband.   I feel like she is free now and though her precious bird is gone, she can be a songbird now... if she doesn't get convicted with murder.

    Thursday, February 24, 2011

    The Open Boat

    This story has a lot of beautiful words, yet a lot of terms I didn't understand some of the boat lingo:  dinghy, stern, "bail her", schooners maybe these are not all boat terms, but I still didn't understand quite a few words.  In this story is a lot of nature, birds, water and shores.   Maybe the point of the story is how insignificant we are compared to the world or universe.  They were on a boat in the ocean.  No one cared and there was no where to go.  We are just a tiny, baby spec in this giant universe. But they never gave up, which was motivational.  Also, man can not change nature, they are no God.  They couldn't stop the birds from landing, or the waves from crashing.  Man may think they have all this control over things, when really, we have none. 

    Wednesday, February 23, 2011

    Trifles

    I find these type of plays best understood if read aloud, and with different voices, so I did the best I could!  I enjoyed this, I couldn't stop reading once I got a few pages into it.    If he died at night, and she woke up to that why didn't she run around screaming bloody murder!  She just sat in her chair, rocking.  Then she laughed at some of the things Lewis Hale asked and she just kept pleating her skirt like a mad woman.  I was wondering about the bread that was sat out, why this was of importance for the writer to tell us.  I find it amusing that women are the ones that seem do the real investigating here.  They keep saying they wish the men would hurry but all the things they find, the bread sitting out, the bad sewing job, the bird cage, the broken henge, these things must be important, yet they don't really realize it.  A few things went through my mind about why she may have killed him. 1. He didn't give her children.  2. She lost her youthful glow, and her house turned boring and not cheerful. Maybe by killing him, she thought she'd be happy again.  And I almost threw up when they found that bird in the box, EW!  Someone broke that poor bird's neck, I bet it was John.    These women have seriously found some hard evidence, but the men think they are just being silly women talking about knotting or  quilting.  Then the women hide the fact they even found the bird and lie about it!  They are obviously protecting their fellow lady friend.  Mrs. Peters understands the love a pet, and when something happens to it, you get enraged.      I would like to say that since John Wright snapped the birds neck,  his wife snapped his!   Obviously this what the women think, and what the author wanted us to see.  Sometimes I find it better when you know a secret to keep it, because it's kind of exciting to know something no one else does.  These women play it off so well, though the men think they are just dumb ladies talking about quilting.

    Reflection, YGB

    The Romantic Era sounded like a tough place to be, but with these writers maybe it gave people a place to go when times were hard.  Though the stories were not happy endings, they still took your mind into a new world.   In Young Goodman Brown, the Romanticism showed through the mystical forest, ghostly characters, and the entire dream vs. reality concept.  Everyone likes a story when good and evil duel, in this case evil triumphed which was sad.  When you look at the 2 stories (brown and Spades), they somewhat ended the similarly.  Brown and Herman ended up with their minds severely messed with.  They were unsure about reality after their encounters.  In class it was brought up about the crick in the road, and how maybe Brown wasn't suppose to end up where he did.  I would say it is like a metaphor.  You should always watch where you are walking on your journey in life, one false move and you could headed in the wrong direction.

    Monday, February 21, 2011

    The Queen of Spades.

    At first I was lost reading this, until I started making connections in each chapter.  There are so many characters in each chapter!  I had a hard time keeping them in order at first.  And everyone wants to know this card trick and that's what the whole story is about, except it has 2 stories, the boy wanting the trick, but then the life of Lisaveta.
    The language in this story is hard to understand, because it is written very properly and some french appeared.  I think the quotes at the beginning of each chapter is cool, if I only knew what they said.
    The Countess is really annoying.  She is so demanding and very picky!  So the Grandmother from the card story in chapter 1 the same person as the Countess.  I just figured that out.   I love the character Lisaveta.  She has a sass to her, but she still does everything the Countess says.  Who was the boy who gave Lisaveta the letter to meet him?  Why did the Countess die?  I loved how the Countess tricked Herman, he was too greedy anyway.  And now he is a mental case.  I like the conclusion at the end, even though the whole story was pretty random.

    Goodman Brown

    This is written beautifully!  It is written so romantically even though the story itself is far from it. Foreshadowing occurs the very beginning when he says goodbye to his wife Faith.  She tells him to stay one more night, because she has had bad dreams about him, so something bad is going to happen because the woman is usually right.  Also her name, Faith probably has some meaning to it, usually names are the biggest hints in stories.  When he is in the forest and is scared the devil could be near.. Then arrives the old man, with the serpent cane.  Those 2 things clicked to me for a moment because Satan was a serpent in the bible, so why did this man have a can that looked like a serpent?  Because he is the devil! Goody Cloyse says so.  The devil works in mysterious ways, he temps people everyday!  Goodman Brown really doesn't want to go attend the devil's meeting, but when he thinks Faith is there, he gives in. This story points out that everyone is tempted by the devil, everyone sins.  Goodman Brown seems to be judging every hardcore when he returns to the village, and that isn't very Godly or Christan.  Brown lets the Devil win him over in the end, because he is such a different person.  He seems to hate everyone, and only sees the evil in them.  Though everyone is trying their best everyday to be full of God, Goodman sees them as fake.  The devil has Goodman's soul, till the day he died.

    Tuesday, February 15, 2011

    Banana Fish Review

    After reviewing in class, I can say that this is simply beautiful writing.  Dr. Lewis pointed out the detail of the writing, and I see why It's so easy to read, it is because of the detail and beauty put into each word.  I missed a few things the first time through, I didn't see the connection of the trees, and possibly the banana fish to suicide.  Someone said the maybe he tried to crash his car into the trees once as a suicide attempt.  Also the banana fish gets trapped in the hole, and ends up dying there.  Maybe this was his way of explaining he is like a bananafish, stuck in a hole, and there is no way out, so he will die.    I was wondering why Muriel was so un-effected by her mothers worries, I though maybe her mom should calm down, but she had a reason to be worried.  ( Mothers are always right, I wonder if I'll ever take this advice myself )  Muriel may have just wanted life back to normal, and the best way to do so, is to act like nothing ever happened, so I can see why she would chose to do that. 

    Tuesday, February 8, 2011

    The Things They Carried

    In this story, I kept anticipating a horrific ending, like most of these stories have been.   I enjoy the detail that goes into explaining the items a soldier carries.  It is truly a reflection of themselves and their lives.  Martha seems like a sweet girl, the pebble she sent was so sweet, something I would do.   I am sure having someone back at home, while you were in the war, is a vital thing.  I would think they need something to take their minds off the whatever trauma is happening, so they slip into a mini day-dream where that one person who keeps them going is right there with them.   I love the line " he was just a kid at war, in love "  I suppose that is the best way to go off to war, in love, with something to live for, and someone to return to.  I am not sure I understand the mini story of the thumb that Norman Bowker carries.  Why was Lavender's death his fault?
    There is one thing in the world I believe is truly the worst feeling of all and that is to love and not be loved in return.  Poor Lieutenant Cross;  he has so much on his plate and worst of all he believes Martha doesn't love him.  I also like the part where is says " by large they carried these things inside, maintaining the masks of composure.  That is so very true,  with all of the things they deal with, they must stay composed; because they have jobs to do.  I can only imagine how their dreams were, when they dreamed of freedom birds.  This part paints a great picture, yet its so sad because it is just a dream.   When he burned her pictures and letters, it made me sad.  I am sure he will regret it, because you usually do after something like that.    It was said he has a "hard hating kind of love" I feel that way about my ex-boyfriend.  I find it easiest to remove someone from your life and mind if you completely ignore any existence of them; hopefully it will brain wash you, so you can move on.  You have to be strong and carry on even with a broken heart.  It sounds like easy stuff to forget someone, and to go on with your duties.  But everyday is a struggle, and I feel very much in-tune with Lieutenant Cross.

    Stopping By Woods On A Snowy Evening

    After the class discussion, I realized this isn't truly as simply beautiful as my mind believed.  I totally fell for the typical " hall mark card" interpretation, as many do when reading the road not taken.   Poetry is so beautiful and I tend to get caught up in that only.  I need to work on my reading as the writing and finding deeper meanings for pieces.  Someone in class brought up the possible suicide message this poem gives.  " The woods are lovely, dark and deep.  If you are wanting to relieve yourself from your problems, a lovely suicide is tempting, but this man knows he has much more life ahead before he can die (sleep)  Also I had the idea during class, that the snowy forest was a reminder of something that happened to him.  Like when I drive past a certain spot it reminds me of my ex boyfriend, or a memory that happened there.  I know if I revisit that spot, I would be overcome with a lot of emotion/memories.  You can't ever get those times back so they kind of wrench your heart.  So its just best to move forward.

    Monday, January 31, 2011

    Bananafish

    This was a slightly difficult piece to follow.    This girl, Muriel and her husband, Seymour took a vacation upon his return from a war.  From the way her mother talks, it seems Seymour is having some mental problems.  Muriel seems to be not as worried as her mother is, but she probably should be.  Connecting with Muriel made me feel less concerned too; parents seem to always overreact so I felt Seymour's problem probably wasn't as bad as Mother was making it.   Sybil Carpenter is a young girl because she gets jealous that Sharon Lipschutz sits at the piano with him.  So Sybil gets jealous and tells him to push her off next time, she has a crush on Mr. Seymore, and she makes up a saying about him " See More Glass"It's like when I was little, I had crushes on my brothers friends and they were always so nice to me and I didn't want to leave their sides even though my brother would get annoyed with me.  During the beach scene, I can really see the magnitude of Seymours mental state.  He connects with this child very well, and acts like a child himself.  The conversation gets very scattered like children's often do; Little black Sambo, to liking wax & olives, back to Sharon, then to Bananfish.   What is with the feet?  He kissed the girls foot, then freaked out on the woman for looking at his feet?  After he snaps at the lady, he arrives in his room.  He gets the gun, and shoots himself.   WOW.  Again with the sudden twist!  Just like in " A Good Man Is Hard To Find"  I wasn't expecting him to just kill himself. 
    this picture is more humorous than this story :(

    Tuesday, January 25, 2011

    Stopping By Woods On A Snowy Evening

    I picked this poem because It was the easiest to translate.  I have studied " The Road Less Traveled" but I don't remember much about the analyzing of it.  This poem rhymed, which I liked.  It also painted a clear picture.  I find myself staring out the window at the snow.  It's simply beautiful to watch, from inside.  I feel this horseman, was struck by the beautiful snow falling in the woods, that he just had to stop and admire it.  His horse needs to calm down and enjoy it too; for he was confused at why they were stopping.  I also loved the end whole ending stanza.  The woods were lovely, dark and deep, but I have promises to keep, And miles to go before I sleep,And miles to go before I sleep.   I just find it so enchanting.  I am not sure if there is a deeper meaning to this, but i just thoroughly enjoyed it after reading that horror story, A Good Man Is Hard To Find.

    A Good Man Is Hard To Find

    WOW.  What a horrendous story.  I am still shook up, and I cried a little.  I was thinking this would be about a women finding the perfect man, to which could not have been more wrong.  I enjoyed how I could visualize every word and make this story into a movie in my mind.  Also, that is the part that made me cry, because I was picturing everything in my mind.  The essay Words explained everything well.  I was attached to the grandmother, because when I see grandmother; I think of my own.  Also in this story were delightful children, carefree and living the way kids should.  My first thought when they got into a wreck was, oh my goodness Grandma is going to die and her son was secretly taking her to Tennessee like she desired.  Once those men came along, I thought; here is where they meet A Good Man!  WRONG.  So it turned out to be the misfit, and so in my dreamland I pictured him turning into a hero and that would let us realize that good men are hard to find because we are looking in the wrong places! WRONG.  He was a dirty, criminalized murderer!  He sounded mentally insane.  While Grandmother was talking to him about Jesus and God, I got more attached because my grandma is very religious.  When her son was shot; she yelled " Baily Boy " and that broke my heart.  That would be terrible to have to be there when your children die, that is not how it's suppose to be!  At this point, I was so angry!  I wanted the children to run away and get help and save the day. WRONG.  Then they took the mother and children. All I could think about was the little baby, dying.  And through it all the grandmother, so stuck in her old fashioned days of gentlemen and Jesus, kept talking and trying to give this man good advice.  All she got in return was a ticket to Heaven.  I didn't quite understand the last lines about  " she would have been a good women, if it had been someone to shoot her every minute of her life"   Then he says " its no real pleasure in life"  like he doesn't get pleasure from killing people? He gets something out of it! He just killed a whole family.  Such an awfully sad story.

    Retort to Oedipus

    Predestination.  Today in the Christian religion, we to have pre-destination;  God knows what we will do and what is going to happen to us in the end.  It's already decided, the things we do on earth can't change that.  But if we go around living like, "oh well, i can't change my destiny so I'll go kill someone" you will end up in hell.  So we must live for the Lord to receive his forgiveness and end up in heaven.   Oedipus thought he could beat his predestination of the Gods.  He was cursed from birth to kill his father and lay with his mother.  Even though he tried to escape his fate, it landed him smack dab in the middle.  I have pity for this man, he really did nothing wrong, but he could have not killed the man on that road.  He does have anger problems, and maybe if he could tame that, he wouldn't have killed that man.  But, he still would have went home and married his mom.  It's just a lose, lose situation for him.  That's what a tragedy is!  Someone has to "lose" so we can learn from it.  If he somehow got off the hook, and the plague lifted and the town was saved!; we learn nothing.  

    Sunday, January 23, 2011

    Oedipus

    This city, Thebes, seems to be in a bit of sticky situation like stillborns, a plague.  The priest says the city is dying!  And they have turned to King Oedipus for guidance.  His people called upon him to save them, so i know a heroic journey is about to take place.  After their king was murdered, the city turned chaotic.  Now Oedipus must bring the murder to justice to save his city, and to save himself.  I love the line;  " we will see our triumph--- or our fall. " ( cue dramatic music )   I really enjoyed the part where the prophet and Oedipus are bickering about the prophet telling him who the murderer is.  The prophet says "so, you mock my blindness?  Let me tell you this.  You with your precious eyes, you are blind to the corruption of your life,"  My favorite line for sure!  Oedipus has no idea what he did and who he killed at this point, so he is clueless to why the prophet just won't explain himself.  And then I love how the prophet asks him- I thought you were good with riddles, when Oedipus tells him to quit with the riddles.  Too funny.  Usually when someone doesn't want you to know something they freak out and try to steer you in a different direction; like Jocasta does after hearing the story of Oedipus' beginnings.  I knew something was up when she got very hostile.  Jocasta being Oedipus' mother and lover- sick!  This tragedy is very well written, sometimes I don't understand how people can right this well, unless it's based off of real life.  Oedipus really takes the news hard by gouging his own eyes out with Jocasta's broaches, poor guy.  Anything terrible that could happen to one man has certainly happened to Oedipus. He killed his dad and slept with his mom and is the brother and father of his children.  There are so many ironies in this story when it comes to site.  But not till the end would you connect those to Oedipus.

    Saturday, January 22, 2011

    Aristotle's Teachings

    I have had to read, and re read this selection of literature to understand it.  The components of a tragedy are as follows;  what can be seen (spectacle),  the melody and language, how the piece flows together and is arranged. Tragedy is the mocking of people and emotions and the actor must have the qualities that match the character and thought.  The plot is where this imitation takes place.  The plot is all the events combined.  So all in all there are 6 parts; Plot, Character, Language, Thought , Spectacle and Melody.  I hope I understood these parts right,  I wish this was written in my kind of English.  I like how explained the language and melody as the media.   You can find all of these elements every great literature, they are the staples of basic literature. This learners guide to a tragedy, should be read by every teacher who teaches a literature class.  It explains everything thoroughly.  Since it was written in the greatest time of literature, it is of course going to be the most legitimate explanation.  Maybe this entry didn't put it the most basically but Aristotle was a true man of old school literature writing.  The Shakespeare writing is the most classic, lovely way to write anything, even teaching the parts of a tragedy.

    Thursday, January 20, 2011

    Retort to Gilgamesh

    As we discussed in class;  I learned that Gilg wasn't immortal, he was just couldn't be defeated by man. 
    We also talked about this heroism, or lake there of.  I know a hero as defined was a personal who sets out for a greater cause than himself.  Gilgamesh was very selfish, and it took the death of his brother to break him from his selfishness.  So he is a hero in that sense, that he showed human emotion and changed as a human.  But he is not because he never really did anything worth while, or to help anyone.  His actions killed his brother, so that's not very heroic to me.  All in all, I enjoyed the Gilgamesh story, it had a bit of everything I like in a movie.  Lust, sex, death, drama and hot men.

    Monday, January 17, 2011

    Gilgamesh

    First off, Hellllo lovely sir.  I can't help but swoon over this God-like man.   I can only help but pick out every perfect man and combine them into one super-hot hunk; Gilgamesh.  So these Gods created Gilgamesh, Did they create everyone?  I like how it explains the sculpting of Enkidu, except he sounds very hairy and like a monster, animal thing.  This is a heroic tale!  I can really see a movie of it in my mind.  Enkidu got tempted, by the lady which is kind of like Eve being tempted by Satan. 
    Gild's dreams are pretty strong stuff,  though Enkidu could be his rival, he is meant to be his "brother" and friend.  Seeing Enkidu turn into a man by hunting and becoming civilized looking make me wonder, if he will rise up against Gilgamesh because secretly he is just as good as him. 
    I understand that they are now going to slay the Humbaba, but why exactly?  Well, he did kill Humbaba and I enjoy that he tells Ishtar off about her "love" life.  How she used and abused all her past lovers.  But this probably wasn't a great idea, for her father Anu, she demanded the Bull of Heaven to destroy him, and she threatened to reek havoc if she didn't get it.   She got the Bull and took it to Urak to seek revenge! I do enjoy revenge.   This bull is fierce, it snorts and kills a bunch of people! But Gilg made it look too easy, he slew the beast and gave its heart to  Shamash.  And he threw the thigh of the beast in her face! That's pretty funny.   The gods decided since they were too powerful of duo, they would kill one of them; poor Enkidu.  After he passes I like the lines " he began to rage like a lion, like a lioness robbed of her whelps"  Gingamesh is so upset, he believed his crying would bring his brother back to life, I have a feeling I will be the same way if my brother ever dies, how awful.
    Now he wants to cross the Ocean to see Utnapishtim who has ever-lasting-life.  Right?  but Gilgamesh wants to die, but he is too God-like to ever die.  How will Utnapishtim grant him death?  Now the story of the flood, which is like Noah's Ark.  Except Noah was asked to invite him family aboard,  but the gods in this story did not want any mortal to survive, and  him family, kin and craftsman were all on the boat which made Enlil very mad!  He sent Utnapishtim & his wife to the mouth of the river.
    And now he has to get some undersea plant to restore his lost youth, but I thought Gilgamesh couldn't age, did all the human emotion overcome his godly immortality?   And a serpent is in this story, a sign of evil because he stole his precious plant. Gilgamesh's destiny was not to live forever, it was to be a King, a leader and he fulfilled that.

    Thursday, January 13, 2011

    In The Beginning.


    (1-3)Genesis creates a vivid picture of how our earth was created ( depending on your beliefs.)  I found it refreshing to go back to this basic bible story, it makes me appreciate everything created.  For some people, it's hard to believe that any Thing or Being created the earth, but I believe that the highest power did in fact, mold this world, and the heavens.  God is a very giving being, I mean, he gave us everything we have, and he can also take it away in an instant. The garden of Eden, would be my paradise.  But I am glad I was not Eve, for she seemed to have righteously screwed up.  Now, it wasn't entirely her fault,  she was tempted by Satan, and then they were shunned from the lovely garden where they could have had everything!   I love how Genesis gives us an explanation for how everything is;  how everything on earth became, how snakes have no legs, how we feel the need to be clothed, and have emotions.  All from the sin that overcame Adam and Eve.  Then they were banished to live a life that wasn't the perfect life God intended, but a life of struggle and a life of constant redemption.
    (6-9) So years and years had past and the sin of Satan greatly took over the entire world.  God was fed up with it all and decided to start over.  I love the integrity of Noah, he was mocked, criticized and made fun of for listening to God.  Well, he was secretly got the last laugh when him and his family were the only ones to  survive on the arc.  The flood completely destroyed the earth and gave Noah and his family a new slate to repopulate.  God swore he would never again vanquish the earth as a whole earth.  I love the part about the rainbow,  its a constant reminder of what horrible thing happened, but it also should remind us to live as God intended or else he can smite the life out of you.